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Kinsey [userpic]

I QUIT

July 12th, 2006 (11:02 pm)

So i fucking quit my job. I think the moon made me do it. I have been thinking and wanting to quit for months, but i kept being responisble and mature and stayed. I said i was going to but my in for my vacation pay then give two weeks.

But on Monday night i went in and i was there for maybe twenty minutes and i quit. I was standing there making a sub all the time looking at the wall thinking about just slitting my wrist. I was cutting bread with a knife while thinking "what would anyone do if i just slit myself right now with this" And i relized i hate this. I kept putting off quiting, but if i didn't just do it, i would be able to. So i just looked at all the customers, looked back at the staff, and said "I quit" took the head set off and walked out. Everyone must have been shocked cause to THEM is was the least likely to do that. But that is what i do. Really everything i have ever done i have quit like that. I am the best and no one expects it, then i'm gone and never speak to any of them again.

So now i'm a unemployed bum. I'm gunno, drink, and bike alot and just say fuck it for a little while.

I fucked up, but i always do. I was going to carve myself up good the day i quit. But i came home and my friend was there, and the next day my cousin was there and ther next day my dad was there. So i guess ppl care. But i was near the point where i had no reason not to. I was just going to slice and slice. On my arms where is is best. For months i have kept it to hidden places, but the arms are the best, but i haven't yet.

I dunno....i think i'm just going to go crazy, there is a thin line where i care about EVERYTHING and NOTHING. It one or the other, on or the other.

Kinsey [userpic]

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February 19th, 2006 (04:49 pm)

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Kinsey

i'm fine today, i'm really over dramatic.

Laura from work is here at my place, we are actually just chilling. I made nacho dip for us and now we are just sitting around doing nothing much at all. Sundays are great.

Kinsey [userpic]

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December 7th, 2005 (07:14 pm)

anyone want xmas cards leave me your address in a comment or email it to me at amaya_lullaby @ hotmail.com. i doubt most of the address i have now are still right.

Kinsey [userpic]

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March 22nd, 2005 (02:52 pm)

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